Over time, the continuous rejection started to eat at the performer, and it eventually began to affect Zodiac’s life in major ways.

“I started thinking, ‘What’s going on here?'” Zodiac said. “‘Why do I keep being brought back? Why am I working so hard to do everything they’re asking of me, but I always fall at that last level. I just don’t get it.'”

Zodiac stated that he now believes he wasn’t yet mentally ready for such a shot at success. He experienced difficulties with mental health issues in his early 20s, and attributes much of that to his heavy-drinking lifestyle on the road.

“I struggled with rejection,” Zodiac stated. “I didn’t know how to take it.” The independent wrestler revealed that he had resorted to strict dieting and even performance-enhancing drugs in response to rejection earlier in his career.

Now, at the age of 32, Zodiac said he feels ready to move to the next level of the industry. Earlier this year, Zodiac revealed that he was set to be the subject of an upcoming documentary, titled “Fighting For My Family.” As of this past April, the documentary was still in production.

Zodiac also made a brief appearance on AEW programming last year, seen in the crowd supporting his sister during her return match at Full Gear. Saraya has since expressed her desire to bring her brother into AEW as a performer, but Zodiac has yet to make his debut.

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